Understanding a movie was probably not the best place to receive
an education on how to grow and care for vines, I also began doing research on
the internet. I found sites which gave
you all the information you would need to understand the soil, watering, and pruning
necessary to produce a bumper crop. I
even took a field trip to a winery in Temecula which had a display of various
ways of training grape vines. In a
very short time I had the best education on how to grow grape vines which an
hour on the internet and a field trip to a winery could provide.
I understood growing my vines would take plenty of time, patience, and planning. I knew the first couples of years were
dedicated to establishing the vines and it would not be until the third year that I would fruit. I was ready for the
process, after all this is what the project was about, engaging in the
cultivations of these vines so I could have a hands on experience of this spiritual
metaphor.
The first season went great. My vines were planted and established and I
began training them to mimic what I had seen in photos and at the
vineyard. In my second season I had to
learn to deal with overly vigorous vines, but this did not discourage me
because I thought it meant the soil must be good. In my third year I actually had some fruit on
the vines and though it was not much I celebrated by eating it.
Then the fourth year
happened. The vines were growing vigorously
early in the season. I had many grape
clusters forming. Things looked promising for a
bumper crop. Then I forgot to water the
vines for a week, OK maybe it was three.
The result was in the middle of the season the leaves began to wither
and fall off. Soon my luscious vines
were nearly bare. Rather than a bumper
crop, I was wondering if they were going to survive. It got so bad I finally decided to write off
the season and simply prune the vines back.
Normally cutting your vines back is something you do in winter. I was taking this drastic step in
August. I thought the vines would simply
lay dormant until the next growing season.
Apparently my hour of education left me a little wanting in the knowledge
of what happens when you prune your vines out of season. Rather than sending the plant into a dormant
state, it triggered the growing cycle all over again. In a matter of weeks I had new growth on the
vine and leaves began to appear and small clusters of grapes began to
form. Living in the temperate climate of
Southern California has its advantages, or so I thought.
The vine went through its cycle, it even produced some fruit, albeit
at the wrong time of the year. The grapes it formed were not very healthy
looking and did not taste very good.
What I thought was a blessing, a way of reducing the time in which the
vine would be unproductive, actually caused the vine to produce fruit which was
bad.
Scripture says any tree (or vine for that matter) which does not bare good fruit is cut down and thrown into the fire. I was not quite ready to have my vine meet this fate, especially because I was the one who had failed to water it and pruned it out of season. When January rolled around I pruned it back aggressively and waited to see what would happen. Like clockwork my vines returned to their normal growth cycle. I watched as they began putting out new branches, growing beautiful green leave, and producing healthy clusters of grapes.
Things were not perfect, the vines experienced another dry spell when I
neglected to water the vines for a week or two, and leaves began to fall. This time rather than taking the drastic
action of cutting the vines back, I let them be. I watered them, cared for them best I could, and
I waited.
Amazingly they recovered, and produced fruit. I would not call it a
bumper crop. I think the vines were
still recovering from the previous season, but the fruit looked much healthier
than last year’s crop. Just before
harvest time a rogue gang of sparrows came and robbed me of the fruit of my vines,
but I was fine with it. After all, I
think part of the purpose of bearing fruit is to benefit others.
I have been struck by how my experience with these vines often mirrors our response in our spiritual lives to times when we interpret what we experiencing as a loss or failure to thrive. Our reaction is to cut back the vines, rather than trusting God has built a resiliency in them which will bring life. If fact, what we perceive as dying, may actually be a transitional phase to a much more fruitful season, but because all we see is the withering of the leaves in the moment, we over react and start hacking away. The result is often the inability to produce good fruit, at least for a season or two, until we settle back into the natural rhythms of growth.
Peter comes to mind as someone who was looking around at the
situation in which he found himself and determining the leaves had begun to
wither. His reaction was to take
action. At the very moment Jesus was
exercising trust in the Father and giving Himself completely to His will, Peter
pulls out a sword and begins hacking away.
It probably felt good, being a man of action, thinking somehow he was
going to pull it all back from the brink of death. But it was not the case, for good fruit to be
produced events had to be allowed to moved through this season. What seemed like a withering was actually an ushering
in of life.
I wonder sometimes what would happen if we did not react by
trying to cut away what appears to us to be the dying branches, and trusted
that God was up to something in the withering.
After all, I am sure the wilting of a few leaves on my vine was a
response of the vine to the stress which had been placed upon in order to preserve
the fruit it was producing, and allow the plant to survive. I did not allow this natural response to preserve
life. Instead, I sent the vine into shock and put it into an unnatural cycle of
growth that produced bad fruit. The only
thing which would restore the natural cycle of life and growth was a severe
pruning.
How many severe prunings do we have to experience before we
learn to trust God is up to something, even in the times when it appears the
leaves are drooping? When will we develop
the capacity to lay down our loppers and allow the vine to weather the season
of stress so that good fruit might be produced?
I have a sneaky suspicion from watching my vines, until we do so, the fruit
we so desire to see will be elusive and the need for a harsh pruning will
remain.
I also know, from my experience of tending vines, when we
resist the temptation to circumvent the natural growth process, when we learn
to yield, wait and trust, good fruit will be produced.
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